Dont ever look away
Dont ever walk away
Coz I want you forever to stay

Patience is a virtue
Whats a virtue then?
Its a kind of moral excellence

Drip
It came rolling down
Drip
Heavy sulking
Drip
Continous Scowling

It wasnt intentional
It wasnt to flaunt
I thought I impressed
But then again I thought wrong

U had me at hello?
Again

Feel my presence
I dont want to be e doll
I dont enjoy it
And u know it

Promises
Are they meant to be broken?
Why promise? - u might say

Apologies to u
I need time
Wait for me if u want
Unless I've crossed e limits

Dont judge
Dont contradict
Never again, girl
Oh no
Look what u've done

I still Love U
Yes I do

I received an email and
Boom!
I had to share it
Enjoy readers
*An extract*

Love starts with a smile
Grows with a kiss
And ends with a tear
Dont cry over anyone who wont cry over U
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave & impossible to forget
U can only go as far as U push
Action speak louder than words
E hardest thing to do is watch the one U love, love somebody else
Dont let e past hold U back, U're missing e good stuff
Life's short
If U dont look around once in a while U might miss it
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find & lucky to have
Some people make e world special just by being in it
Best friends are e siblings God forgot to give us
When it hurts to look back, & U're scared to look ahead,
U can look beside U and Ur best friend will be there
True friendship never ends
Friends are forever
Good friends are like stars
U dont always see them, but U know they are always there
Dont frown
U never know who is falling in love with your smile
What do U do when e only person who can make U stop crying is e person who made U cry?
Nobody is perfect until U fall in love with them
Everything is okay in e end
If it's not okay, then it's not the end
Most people walk in & out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart

I'm glad you're okay
We're here, always will

My sweet tooth has been extra sweet this time
Been munching on chocolate
Alot
Dark chocolate especially
Even Rosa said so
Bad for my health
Roar

Solemn it was, yest's entry
Thus I forgot to scream
Happy Birthday Ragdoll!
Keep dreaming and hope it'll come true
Rather than e usual "May all your dreams.."
Yadayada...
Accept e fact la girl
You're old
Muahaha!

Your cuddly teddy bear
Your Motorola Razer hp
Your 20 karat diamond ring
Your Ipod
I bet these are some of your personal physical belongings
Tt are soo dear to you
For some, a bus ride will be a nightmare
If their earphones are not plugged
Hard to let go

Human nowadays
Ignorance and self before others
Major ego

These physical belongings can be replaced
Monetary terms can be negotiated
What is it tt is of a great deal of value to your heart?
One tt u barely take e time to take notice or think abt
Unless u finally dont possess it anymore?

I gawped
Definitely astounded
For once my forthcoming mouth of mine
Didnt mutter
Misfortunes can befall
On anyone
At anytime
A heartrending news it was
We felt it

As someone she has met during her life's journey
All I can do is just pray
I hope your smiles and hugs
Will forever stay

Slap yourself if you think you're living
A perfect life
Well bloody hell
Others dont

Educate yourself my dear readers
Admit it u little twirks
There are some things in life we take for granted right?
Knock yourself against e wall if you say no
Be more aware of your surroundings
Take note of whats goin on
How minor it is
For we may nvr know tt we will nvr see it again

Like e pigeons chirping
E same little kid who keeps bumping into you
E music blasting from tt punkrocker neighbour of yours
E girl who always sit beside u, but u know nothing of her
Yadayadayada..

I have learnt to let go actually
Both physically and emotionally
Doiink
At times I still find it hard
Oceans of tears
Stuff still ringing in my head
E usual tantrums and temper
One thing I've really learnt
Time is e best healing medicine
Next to loadsa Laughter

I am always missing you
Nvr would I want to let go

Hey Mama's Day is coming
Yet to get a gift
Last year was a stalk of flower and a hug
Budget la
Hmm
Help me if u can my fellow readers

Knock, knock!
No one's there
Ring, ring!
No one answers

Its evident
No more 100% of me
And yess I surrender
Yeap I bloody surrender to your unbearable antics

Say whatever you want
Hate me if you want
For all I know
I have a life too
And I choose e way to live it
Not anyone else
Bloody hell dont tell me what to do

Is this all abt commitment and being there physically
All e time?
I dont know, you tell me

Reality check, THINGS DO CHANGE
According to time
You don expect e tress to stay green always
They'll yellow and wither somehow

Humans we are
Emotions interrupted
Grudges beared
Period?

There's only on ME

Botton line is:
LEARN TO ACCEPT THESE CHANGES

You're not e only one, please
You're not my baby
You can look after yourself

I thought wrong of you
How dumb of me
What were you all these while?
A friend or a foe
Its not e latter i want you to be

Priorities
I have mine too
Its a matter how you set them
Buzz off if you're unhappy with mine

Phew!

To my Sakai yet charming one,
Happy 18th Birthday!
May all your wishes and dreams
Come true in e following years

E day started out early
An unbelievably 8am
To Esplanade we went to catch e post-sunrise
Singapore Jet
Whats tt?
A red super sonic-ly fast boat
Tt goes round and round
Giving u vomitably-sea-sick ride
But cool

Whats tt in e air?
Its a plane, its...
Yeap planes. A-ha.
Changi Airport's Viewing Mall
I now realised tt e tunnel passageways goes to e plane
And not e other way round
Dumb me
Recalled what boring Marketing lecturer mentioned
Singapore has claimed e best airport in e world
For dont know how many years
Oh my, what an achievement dont u think?
Look at how many countries there are, soo many other airports
Yet ours is e best
A big OH-WOW!
And hey being a Singapore girl
Doesnt need tt much of an education right?
Correct me if I'm wrong
He refered them as bimbos
Like e lecturer said selling e Singapore girls
E human touch, I meant
Anws my point is
They all look pretty- in 3inch makeup

I had a hearty laugh making those silly stories up
"My brother is goin on a journey,
I want to bring him good fortune."
Sounds familiar? Haha
Our future occupation
Yadayadayada..

Pre-sunset and breeze at East Coast
Saw e Singapore Jet again
That shows its a must ride
Skimmers pratically waiting for e waves
They deserve abit of cedit for e waiting time
Enlighten me
How do e clouds turn grey?

The eastern side
How undeveloped and old, is tt it ?
Thank you PAP
And undeniably malay populated
Phew!

Dinner at Esteller
Soon to be regulars
Whats good on e menu
Chicken Noodle
Cheap and Yummy
And Esteller Ice

To Seri
Warning:
That flowery top at Forever 21
I cant find it at e spot we found it
It seems to hv disappeared
And e displays hv all changed
Oh no!

Bottoms from Outfitters
Top from 2 percent
Enough for now

Dreading e weekend
Projs to complete
Roar
No suprises
Poly is all about projs
I'm studyin Business Law
Seems dry but deemed to be fun
All those court cases
Criminal and Civil
Wohoo
Like a lawyer I sound, but nah

Hey you
What lie?

And you
I hate your gut, your attitude
I did try to be nice
You just didnt appreciate it

I had cheek-raising fun
Buckets full of laughter
Countable farts and wide-open-mouth-yawns
You make me happy too

Second day
Yet school was a hoohoo-haha
Modules were scary
Lecture notes definitely heavy

As expected new and interesting classmates
Hooray
What can I say
My click's still here
Wow
New faces, new stories
And pls
Try not to judge a book by its cover
So cliche, I know

Unbelievably
Projects are already coming in
Boo-hoo

I wanna try diff flavours
Diff ingredients give diff results
E same recipe is a no-no

What a kick-off
Intermediate's will be much worst
Tighten your seatbelts
Enjoy e ride girl
Its a long road to go

I Pizza Hut-ed, yess
As if
My stomach could stretch
And wrap a whole table
Greedy indeed
Like total barbarics
I ordered thinking that were fhuckin hungry
Well I thought wrong
Like slaves out in e streets with an empty stomach
Roar
He couldnt even finish his plate
Discovery of e moment
Pasta this time round was blueck
It was as if its yellow mee
Showered with rotten tomato sauce
Topped with mozarella cheese
Yeaps tt bad
Having to devour them
Oh man was tough
I managed to eat all e chickens and shrooms tho
Dessert however I enjoyed it tremendously
It sent Oreo sprinkles down my spine, ewww
Whatever
It was ooh-so-yummyliciously-cooling-and-sweet!
However I wishes I Secret Recipe-fied instead

Carrefour having a massive sale
At Plaza Sing's atrium
Last few days already
And books are goina at $3!
Yess
All kindsa books
Besides tt they have
Home accessories, undergarments, DVDs and shoes
Go go go!

BACK TO SCHOOL!
How I'm so looking forward to it
New classmates- her especially
I need to start becoming a morng person now
Roar

To e botanical gardens we went
How exciting
Bringing Ramesh
E guy from Aussie serving e nation here in Spore
Together with Lifa and Him



Drops of rain fell
Scurried to e hut for shelter
Whereby most of e snapping had taken place
Click click!
Ice cream and samosa became our company
7-Up float was Ramesh's dessert
As we walk and walk
Finally to a stop under lotsa trees
It rained again
However we weren't drenched
Phew
Talk and mumbled
Laughed and giggled
Wishing e next class outing to be held there
Oh shuddup policeman!

It was left with me and him
As usual after Esteller-ing
We walked
Nowhere to go
Almost combed central of Spore
Like a kedazillion times
My feet became soar
Till now I've yet had any foot theraphy, moo..
Seri however indulges herself in retail theraphy, yay!
Stomach then started roaring
Spicy food on an empty stomach, neverr

My monday's gonna be totally blue
It starts as early at 8am, roar!
Its back to lectures and tutorials
Fastfood and Cheers
Admin card and attendance
And soon TEP, yadayadayada..

E week went fast
Poooof!!!
10 things abt my holiday:
1. Out almost everyday = lesser $$
2. Town and city = blueeck!
3. Lotsa movies = lesser $$
4. Cans of Coke = burp!
5. Soaring feet = work = more $$
6. No jail = I'm a S'porean
7. Sweet indulgence = luxurious icecream
8. Not all smiles = e downs
9. Late nights = a big duhh
10. Seeing him = *beams*

Oh well fun's almost over
It will be much lesser
Have to start pulling those socks girl!

Back to our own busy lives
Chasing after time
Making ends meet
You're always on my mind
Love you

Inspired by a true story
E movie depicts e life of a
Professional ballroom dancer
Who volunteers to teach in a NY sch
However these delinquent students enjoy hiphop instead
And couldnt adapt to e clash of his classic methods
What happens next?
Go watch

Superb dance moves
Catchy, beatable soundtrack
Great line up of actors
And of coz
A very moving tale

After movie-ing
A sit with e girls, e ambassadors
Not my darlings
A suprising chat we have
Thoughts running
Heads scratching
A sackful of sighing
And of coz la, not so emo
Buckets of laughter

Pause and think
Abt where your life is leading to
Knowing tt nobody makes e choice except you
Blissful moments
Hearts broken
Busy living a lie
Some of e consequnces you have to shoulder

Admit it people make mistakes
I have, fhuckin terrible ones
Slap yourselves if you have been purrfect
If I could turn back time
I wouldnt wanna change things
Its coz thru these fateful incidents
Tt I learn alot, really
If not what's life then
If u dont learn from your mistakes?
You'll only discover
After you've "been through, done tt"

Let bygones be bygones
Stop wasting your wells of tears
And donkey moments of dwelling
Look at things at another angle
Promises are another thing
Don just speak, take action

Apologies for what happened today
It wont happen again

You've got it all wrong
You gave no choices
I got twisted, almost ruined
I wont screw you
Nor will I turn my heads away
I must say I have nothing to say, speechless -doiink
You can be my pillar, nvr my bridge
I'll nvr let you be
I dont wanna be demanding
All I need is your blessings
If you're tracing back your old footsteps, you're almost there
Kudos to you
Your sorrow reminisces are a big bullsh-eet
Your cries and abhors, oh its "past cries and abhors"
You're licking pee
I used to give you a whole cake
But now, its slices that you get
I'm still giving no matter how small e slice it
You cant always have e cake and eat it
Be thankful
Don even try to make me hate you
As I decide when do I actually hate
I'm so gay now; all smiles
I wish to be a fhuckingly selfish biarch at times
To my heart's content

An email I received,
A July baby:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Hmm all true?
Enlighten me dear readers
Tag me if you're curious
To what kind of a baby you are

How unexpected
I thought it was me who did e waiting

It was a ton of weight I had to carry home
The tears I tried to hold back

These bygones shall past
A lesson learnt
Don ever let go, loose hope or give up on me
For I ever wont, on you

All I know
You are so dear to me

I've said it before
And I'll say it again
You rock my world totally!

Running running
As fast as we can
Didnt think can make it
We're running
Keep holding my hand
So we dont get separated

We managed to hop on
The last bus 75

Phew!