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WONDERGIRL
My name's Dayana. Believe me, good things come in small packages.
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A Rainy Day That Was Sunny
Thursday, August 31 / 23:27
Happy Teachers' Day!Going back to the sec school, the last to arrive Memories then unfold There I start to reminisce Everything seemed so small, including me The head prefect who used to patrol the school The tables in the canteen where I usually sat at The concourse where most students would just hang around Just looking at the physical features of the sch It made me smileAnd goodness, people changeThat's what time forThough it rained heavily today I need no sunshine to make my day brightThe day spent with the dearest friends was enough That scrumptious lunch, orgasmic cakes and the normal chill out Looking back, I consider myself very lucky I'm still in close contact with my sec sch friends In fact I'm the closest to them Let me take this chance to say LifaI wanna be you whenever I see you smiling, you make me feel freeBecause its easily one of the hardest things to doYour worries and fear become your friendsAnd I'm proud to have youFhanHow the loggerhead-ing made us closer, you rock the nuts out of meWhen we can read each others' minds, the snap twists are always thereI learnt to take a risk and I learnt it wellAnd the fact we are efficient at times, that's what keeps the group togetherNadiaI know you'd lie with me and just talk for hours, I know you'll be thereYou're more than a girlfriend, a microphone who can listen to me speakOur downs taught are so much, our flaws made us a better person todayIn case you forgot, I'm hereFaizalWhen random chats turned otherwise, I enjoy opinion sharing with youOpinions clashed, but they were told for a reasonI used to be your counsellor, your problems were part of my worriesHey we can still share, anytimeImanI used to despise, but what you're today I'm amazedThat boy whom I feel like slapping today is a boy with lots of senseYou defintely matured and your concerns differ from a normal teen(Yes I kinda got to know him better, don't think otherwise) Sometimes I still ask, is this the person I know?AdamWhat can I say, I have a good friend who's a hunk?Boy, your rocking body blew me and the othersWhat can I say, I was wrong about youI thought you dissappear, but your presence already proved itNir & NabilWherever you're now, you're missing out most of the funNevertheless, you're fondly missedI know this is not the endWe still have timeAnd the one who's not from my sec sch HadriYou're more than just a plain boreYou're a great hangoutThat kopi session really wake meDon't always judge a book by it's coverIt's not everyday one gets expressiveCome on, it feels weird telling your best friend in the faceThat you're glad to have her and that you love her so muchAs much as we have to say We still hide in that wadrobe And blurt in when no one's aroundEsprit; you really ripped me offWhen being materialistic is one of the few factors that can make me happyDeep inside, I know that kind of happiness is not prolongedSo what?When our eyes meetIt's strange, but already accidentally meet what to doNo worries, there were no butterflies in my stomachI'm back to folding more clothes tomorrowIt's my last sch vacation, am I really wasting it We're doing this all because of the cash, right Seri? I'm looking forward to the time Where I'll be in skates going through Orchard Rd
I'm A Bossini-an
Monday, August 28 / 23:37
I'm so grateful they play great music Though the majority are malays, they're friendly What else? I did housework like never before Fold clothes Arrange clothes Search clothes The above repeats And then vacuuming and wiping Well, it's all about the money Damn cockroaches And if only I didn't cheat the eye test back in Pri6 The thought of you waiting for meThe irony of men, women and punctuality
I Am That Bored
Sunday, August 27 / 16:26
Yes, I'm filling the buckets with bore now I'm hoping to kill the boredom from tomorrow onwards When I start work, it's all about the buckarooos(money) Don't ask me why the skin's so bright I am that bored you see And no, yellow is not my favourite colour at the moment Billie Joe Armstrong; Green DayTyson Ritter; The All American Rejects Steve Bays; Hot Hot HeatBrendon Urie; Panic! At The DiscoAlex Turner; Arctic MonkeysAnd what do they have in common? They are the vocalists of the bands above, duhhThey play great music, go check them out And they're all dark haired/brunettes But of all, I have only a favourite He is none other than *takes a deep breath*Brandon Flowers; The KillersMr. Flowers is the best dressed vocalist so far Besides Mr. Armstrong(remember he used to be very plump?) Especially in the video "Mr. Brightside" Suits, shirts, skinny ties and bows, oh so formal But there were rumours he's gay, what a waster if he is I have a fetish for boys/men in shirts Hey Seth Cohen is dark haired and always in shirts Ok nuff' said I'll just keep on fantasizing Don't play nice with meBe nice if you really want tooMust I feel sorry for you?
When A Smile Turns A Frown
/ 01:13
No I'm not gonna brag about the adventurous walk I admit I had a blast, it was superbly funny and perspiring Thank you people; Fhan, Nina, Hadri, Mirah, Iman & RaihanahBeing yourself is just perfect Though others expect more Whatever it is, I never fail to try Don't let the insecurities twirl your mind I shan't and won't I'm not that kind of girl
Taking Bus 11
Saturday, August 26 / 14:44
Soon I'm out for an adventurous walk with the close hangouts To where, I don't know The blind leading the blind With Hadri as the guide, we aim to get lost I have to be prepared for hours of walking
No Pain, No Gain
Friday, August 25 / 18:18
You are Sneakers! | You're an active girl, who's all about function You dress for the occasion - comfort comes first Your perfect guy? Someone who can keep up with you. You'll find him - but you might have to slow down to see him! |
I was like a wobbling duck walking through Suntec yesterday The heels were a definite killer I must admit I look awesome in it, really la And which is also why I don't owe many girly-heely-ballet shoes, yet
*does Kallang waves* And yes, the final Marketing presentation went on smoothly On top of that, I'll be a $100 richer
In case you forgot, I'm not a pacifier A chat with the best girlfriend over Mc Cafe couldn't get any better With an abundant of laughters She shared her hopes and concerns Girl, it's ok to wait dear The longest wait usually brings the best And it's never pathetic Let's put it this way, you're special Dearest Nadia, don't let the world crumble on you There are many who'll be your shield You were down and in need of a confidante I happened to be there and made myself vulnerable You knew what your heart wanted Yet you didn't follow, why? Like what she said, vacations are the best time to do reflections
The Cute One Turned China Ah-Moi
Thursday, August 24 / 00:34
I guess I had one of my longest walk today When a walk from Chinatown to Esplanade Ended us up at a higway to East Coast/Changi I was turning into a ballistic Ah-Moi from China Thanks to a reliable tour guide I got, HadriImagine a whole day trip Out adventure- ing Singapore With only $8 in your wallet and EZ-linkIt's like the poorer side of backpackers Chaos it's gonna be And I'm dreading to go Kallang for the presentation tmrw It's keeps getting betterLet the old friendship blossom againYet, I still do
When Do You Know If It's Right?
Wednesday, August 23 / 00:50
I'm just dreaming of youIt seemed so real, your existance was just superficialI totally dig O.C and I never fail to miss any episode Living in Orange County, so luxurious- ly bling bling Yet a whole lot of screwed ups and downfalls behind the dream life And today's episode triggered my mind abit Life involves hurdles to overcome, especially risk
It's not with a snap of your fingers you get you what you want If so, I'll be a rich tai-tai with 80 cats It is a test that challenge our limits, how far are we willing to go But how do we know that we are making the right decision?No one will be knocking on your door to tell you that andThere's no instruction manual that tells us the right procedures It's the reprecussions that will tell you so Changes that occur during the motion of timeWhen some it is like a slap in the face or Even a bundle of joy to some Like Ryan, he wanted to make a change He was tired of trying and trying A lucky kid he was, he was given the change again and again He lived the life unlike the normal kids back at his town (vey screwed up)When suddenly he felt that, it's time he make his own decisions We all say, "It's my life, I decide the way I live it."Ya it's true, but we all we are not so perfect Flaws are unavoidable, and so are mistakesAnd through that wake up call, a difference has to be made Still, the burning thought Is it now then I'll make the right change?And so, Marissa held Ryan back Telling him that he's behaving just like her father Running away from his problems And that running away is not always the best solution Some people are more conservative, they tend to speak less They're the probable bunch that lock themsleves up in a room Cooped in a corner, weepingOr they just pretend nothing had happened Find a new interest and spend most of their time with it In short, they are running away from their unfortunate plightNot coming face to face with it or even finding a solution to it Is it all good?I guess through experience, advice and supportAre one of the few factors that'll help my doubts above If repeating the same mistakes will help you make the right choice and a changeSo be it, been through done that Your mom's blabbers or even your buddy's long boring talks Don't turn deaf ear to it, listen if you have to not necessarily heed itGod knows, you might need it next time Bear in mind, love is all around You don't need to love in order to be lovedAnd that there's always someone's shoulder you can lie on Hope; it's an over-rated understatementWe just cling on it too much "With a friendship that no one else could touchIt didn't work out, I'm covered in shells"Simple Kind Of Life - No DoubtPS: O.C is not just about sex, guns, drugs and party
What's Next?
Tuesday, August 22 / 00:33
My day was allright with an abundant amount of laughs Imagine a day with no laughter Is that so monotone, a bucket of bore Thus I'm thankful for the fun I maybe a narcissist at times, so full of myselfUgly but adorable huh?I may not be a good pool-erBut I'm a pretty good bowler And a stylish ice skater (feeling Olympian)So what's next? I need someone to have intellectual conversations with me Plus a sprinkle of lame jokes that will not make things so mundane Coffee is fine But the talk is more important The only 2 physical memories of meI saw one today
Late Nights, Not So Early Mornings
Monday, August 21 / 02:53
Some boys (rarely men) are just so drop dead gorgeous laGood to look at only, the rest God knows And stereotyping is just bad We all do that sometimes right? Judging a book by it's cover, first impression counts Pretty rugged hair Great smell Sneakers must haves Good skin Shirts seeker Witty- ly conversational (is there such a term?)I'm just being random here It's already morning, and I'm still wide awake This is what I call satisfyingly enjoying the holidays Weeeeeee!!!The usual, we teens will be living the internet life Sometimes a bore though All I do is blog, blog hop, You Tube-ing and online window shopping And sometimes research on really cool stuff Like ever wonder why the wedding ring is worn on your left finger? AhaTo the others, how are you spending your holidays?
Under No Stars
Sunday, August 20 / 02:56
Movies at the Padang was an enjoyable one, especially Xmen3 Though it was not spent with many The siginificance was there That you don't have to be around many to have fun It's how you spend it that matters There weren't really any stars to look at But just sitting in that big field with that big crowd A good movie and great wind That something to look forward to Dear girlfriendTo let it all out to you, but no you're not the right person to hear it But I'm still waiting though Your positive words will bring me onto a brighter side of life Being in the front, I'd rather Then see what's happening behind the curtains And like Earl, I believe in karma What goes around comes around I am mature but young at heart Thus I don't want to be the looserly fhuck here Thank you Nadia, where's my late birthday letter? Praying for love and Paying in naivetyAnd hell, I killed 2 cockroaches today Both found in the kitchen, mom and child Like seriously They both differ in size When conversations seemed so normal I'll keep it that way, if that's best Friendly gestures that deemed to blatantly explain everything's allright And so I'll go along with that I'm happy that you're way happier than me now Joy is something so precious and hard to find And that someone's happiness is another's sadness Where do you find happiness, do you look up or down? You find it in the mirror in the absence of a frown Happiness can be described in so many ways So let's hope when it finally comes, it will never go away Well, I'm afraid that IWell, I may of faked itAnd I wouldn't be caught dead in this placeThere's a dozen of things in the market I so want to get In short, shopping = money = job
My last holiday, I need it to be a helluva roller coaster ride Few things are just unquestionable and unanswerable It's so evident that it has no doubts or queries to clear However for some, it has yet to rest Future contemplations due to present enactments And isn't this exactly where you'd like meI'm exactly where you'd like me, you knowHe said that I've slimmed down; for real? And that I'm cute with my height; I wanna marry a tall, tanned and toned man la And don't stop when I'm already on the verge; all I wanted was 1 Seoul Garden meal!What about him?He's dropping his recent course to go to a new courseBack starting at year 1 ! He's a living example of someone who does anything To go after his dreams and then be happy and enjoy itMd. Farhan
Sinful Indulgence and Denial
Friday, August 18 / 09:37
My toes were tipping, constant moaning (no, not that) I was high on cheesecakes So rare, the moment of silence explains it all Savouring the sweet sinfuls, I just wanna go "Ahhhhhhhh..." Pls give me more of these when I reach menopause Thank you both of you, you almost popped my intestines I've had enough And sometimes, lying is just best To make me believe what I just saidBold and cheerful or Arrogant and stingy or Gentle and kind We all have this 'crumble' button in us As some setbacks really hold you down, even so if you march on It leaves some wondering, why? To seek the right reasons when it's already burried When you want justice, some sense and reasoning Look, not all things go our way right I can sit, grumble and preach all day and night But let's be rational here, how far will this go? I just want to wait, for things to go my wayBecause I still doWhen I didn't get a reality checkIf emotions get the better of you, things just go haywire You put on your biggest bumblebee shades and start weeping, for some Chomping on chocolate and screaming your lungs out, for others Is it all worth it? Hanging on something that's not there Even if you believe it is Twists of denials that leaves you hungry for more Crestfallen with what's seen and heard How I wish this was just on TV The same script with a different cast I'm angry and full of envy And I don't want to be this girl But still I thank God that everyday I return to a small cosy home Where I know that's the first place I will always fall back on And I so love my skin la, DIY
Gettin Away With Murder
Thursday, August 17 / 02:46
We were planning your murder We called ourselves Black Oranges And curry it will be for Uncle Muthu who sells briyani Which will then be devoured by he-who-shall-not-be-named To the Pouncer and Skateboard, thank you You never fail to affect me, yet again I'm the player who had been played It is just accidental, I said it till today But for you to conducting a mass media I don't need that seriuosly, I already know Who doesn't love honeymoons?
When Jazzy-D Said Singaporeans Are Deaf
Tuesday, August 15 / 01:28
"Singaporeans are deaf! D-A-F, deaf!"Who's Jazzy D you might ask He's a good friend of The Muttons, who always Come uninvitedly to their morning shows He did that again last week on Friday The usual on Fridays, The Muttons will interview The Idol who got voted off And it was Rahimah who got out (Joakim's still in) That was the big controversy that Jazzy-D raised He literally gave his views on air with 100% honesty And of coz the way he said, gave me fits of chuckles "Who's that guy with the hair and mouth?" (refering to Paul) "And that chipmunk who can't sing. Eh you should look closely at him when he sings. Sit near the TV. He's cocked eye!" (refering to Joakim) I mean how direct and hurtful can you get? And recently the Singapore Idol commercial The upcoming spectaculars will be on rock And of coz you'll notice "This time around, we won't show faces. It is a singing competiton."Dear viewers, die hard fans, and voters of Singapore Idol Please vote or support your Idols for the right reasons This I must say, it's undeniably more of a popularity contest Though I'm not such a fan, I feel that Hadi and Mathilda Are the best crooners Nuff' about them Tell me if you had my heart thumping a kedazillion times My shoulders bobbing up and down non-stop Excited and clueless for a moment In my mind, yess is this it? If only I could change the way the story flows I discoverd that novels always end with a happy ending, majority It's like I can predict how it'll end, not fun And that I can be one of the minorities who don't like the happy ending Yess if it was I would be tumbling down the hill Awaiting for your presence To see the paleness in your face and To show you I ain't got any acting cert And that I shouldn't be in that drama in the first place It's too sweet of an ending that I can't bear to watch The first few episodes definitely had me at the edge of my seats But now, I rather tune to something else Perhaps I am really blind and deaf, at times Overlooking the finer things in life I mean that is what we all want right? The finer things in life, haaaaa.......For a moment I thought I'm a wanted womanI need to get back in shapeI feel so weak laA jog and running stairs What's so difficult right?
She Needs No Script
Monday, August 14 / 01:21
Happy Rockin' 18th Birthday Nurul! CANCER WOMAN?
When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if it is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable. She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else(who doesn't?). If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who starts first. She will not accept her true feelings, so if you like her you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always changing in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting". When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift. She is the type who enjoys a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman(uhuh?). She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limits. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally. She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate". She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman needs 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be living in a dusty house, but she cannot live in that same house with no love.
I got the above from an email sent by a friend He said it's almost accurate I don't really think so Tag me if you want to know yours Even if I don't go for drama classes I'm already a good actor Aha
Wide Open Aweness, When Again?
Sunday, August 13 / 02:11
When colours spark a smile When I know I can seek without you When I thought I had it bad When absence was just better When the jokes were not shared When hatred needs an end When I want my fun When I had something to fall back on When I still want a Papillio When I helplessly reminisce When you bitch about me When Indon songs are actually nice When I thought we had it going When I had my brains activated When you send shivers down my spine When ice cream was my sinful daily indulgence When I longed for your touch When I just want you to not nag When my camera had low batt When I became tipsy When stripes tees were the in thing When you didn't say "Hey you're legal." When I became contactable again The list just goes on and on When time actually jots everything down
A Singing And Dancing Chipmunk
Saturday, August 12 / 01:19
3hours 12mins
Wednesday, August 9 / 12:13
When conversations aren't that fruitful anymore I got a reason to speak more And you had the reason to listen Hatred, sex, friendship and future Thank you friend Gee I can't find a reason to start talking to you And I'm not sorry for that Seeing things that I know can't be Am i dreaming? When I saw you walking past me Almost called your name Got a better glimpse and then i looked away It's like i'm losing it My heart stopped from the horrifying EFMA paper And my wallet is getting lighter by the day
No She's Not Cold
Monday, August 7 / 22:21
Yea she wasn't warming herself I shouldn't be offended I know, but I am abit I guess my discussions were not as soft (I'm actually busy fighting for the right answers la) Thus her executing this action
Mugging Marathon
Sunday, August 6 / 12:45
When mugging is now a short term routineFrom tedious cashflows to some even ridiculous unfair laws I can practically measure the amount of brainjuices (If you actually squeeze them) And there are at times where you actually enjoy these revisionsThat's only when you've studied and all the concepts And the formulas are at the tip of your fingers Some may not welcome company during these book diving sessions For me, a little company is fine To an advantage that you can clear your doubts if you have any Afro and myself have been 'day-hibernating' at the National LibraryFor the past week And the last day was at EsplanadeAnd I tell you, it really did me goodSince my past weekends were not really put to good use laIn a situation where it's so quiet that you can even hear Someone's pencil drop at the other end It really bugs me to study and don't make noise Or not these people will eat you up, really My non-human company Yeaps these are necessaties as they are a source of Energy and entertainment for you A big box of orange juice or bottles of isotonic drink Four Leaves or home crackers as munchies Back at home when I'm burning the midnight oil Milo + coffee = superb choco coffee (my recipe) And great music's important too "What's that coming over the head? Is it a monster, is it a monster?" And very unpredictable jokes can really lighten up situation I asked Afro, "Name me all the stations from Aljunied to Jurong East. "She answered, "Paya Lebar Eunos..." And there I was knocking my head till she said "Tanah Merah" I burst into major fits of chuckles! She started giggling too, unsure why I tried to whisper, "Oii that's going to Changi la!" And she replied, "Oh it's the other direction is it?" Like how silly that was? The whole time my head was down and my shoulders was bobbing up and down When conversations can end you up thinking Or perhaps laughing We had a lot of that From relationships to the human body and even Doom's Day Thus, marry someone who has good conversational skills(Not saying I'm marrying her la) I mean I'm sure you don't want to end up At the age of 45Sitting at the dinner table talking only about your childrenIs this all so mundane or what? A few more laps and I'll be a singing and dancing chipmunk
I already see plans for celebration I will say this againI am not your toilet paper
Crossed Fingers
Thursday, August 3 / 21:48
As Seri would scream, "Bloody mangkok la!" I, with a few other innocent civilians Almost got run down not by some gigantic lorry whatsoever But a bike What was he thinking?He already put on his brakes and stopped The next moment he went vroooom and off Vrooom not really in high speed, but pathetically moderate I think he was muddled himself As went he was off, he still has the cheek to look back Thank goodness I was partially blind (my contacts was not on) If not I'd have reported him Thank God I heeded the mother's advice Don't cross the road till all the vehicles have stopped=)And I tasted by far the best cheapest eclair today! Major yummy-nessIt's long thus worth the money It's not instant; not on display for hours in the fridge Cold chocolate cream is squirted on the spot when you buy You can even see how they actually do it And finally you can up-purchase it with the other puffs/desserts When you take the first bite You can actually check out the chocolate cream making its way Through the corners of your mouth And the chillness of it made me orgasmic for a moment there Ok that's too much I guess Beard Papa Sweets, "Probably the best puffs in the world"The first paper is tomorrow Dear students of SBM Yr2, all the best
A Perfect Mess
Wednesday, August 2 / 03:11
How contradicting is that?The doubts it brings aboutThe fruits of creating that chaosPurposely or unintentionallyWhen at the end of the dayThe doer is in his cozy sofa giving applausesWhilst the one who cleans up the messWipes his sweat off his only shirtClean up the mess Why so if it's perfect?If it's so perfectWhy is it a mess then?The doer must be bloody artistic to do so huhAnd as a dumb viewer of his galleryOne passes it without knowing the real meaning behind itAnd the notice indicates 'No Touching'To what extent can the dumb viewer do toLearn of it's truth behind that perfect mess the artist had createdAlready dumb, the viewer can just stand and watchScratch his head if he wants toAnd wait for show and tellAfter so, if he is still muddled by the whole mess itselfHe might as well knock himself against the wallAnd moved to another galleryTo continue with his brainless situationIs already dumb enoughHe is being a woebegone (i just love tha word) Can one be that stubborn and gullible?Thank you SeriWhat I learnt today: 1. Happiness can be self-induced 2. Woebegone=pathetic 3. How to advice the naive God created creatures 4. Red and green is a possible combination 5. When a full stop may sometimes not exactly end the sentence I feeling the lawyer la nowAfter 2 agonising hours diving into numerous lawsThe music's my company nowTill then
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