And I'm back home from Stag Night and Slumber Party followed by Games Day
Movies were gruesome, budget popcorn was awesome and sleep was of coz not wholesome
And the whole event ended with pet discussion however it had a whole lot of learning to it

It has been very blahs lately, so I'm gonna get friggin random here:

I had double dinner today; the mother's fish head curry and Long John's Silver
Perhaps it was just the weather, it was cold and I needed that extra insulation

I was swaying viciously in my sleep on my way home on the train
I literally felt the bobbing and swaying and deep inside of coz I was embarassed
I was in my shorts, a big sling bag and carrying an Xmas box when gifts are not even exchanged yet

The workplace called over 20times today, and I was not even bothered to ans any of them

I wonder what Seri is munching on in Bangkok

My left palm is itching terribly since just now

I had Starbucks just now, Hot Chocolate Caramel
Oh man how it makes me go vava-vooom sipping it during a chilly weather

Byebye to OUB/UOB interview, you see I cant believe it myself that I dont give a heck
Perhaps I'm such a wuss and that yes I'm not interested at all

I'm listening to Rivermaya's 'You'll Be Safe Here', oh no
When I close my eyes, my tears aren't dry yet

And the block leave's gonna be over

I'm so angry at you, so I wish to say Fuck
I'm so dissappointed at the way you handle things, so I wish to say You Dont Care
I'm so not surprised if I'm able to foresee the future, so I wish to say I Know You
I'm so baffled at my own feelings and action, so I wish to say It's Time You Tell Me
I'm so alarmed to what I wish and want, so I wish to ask Am I Compelled To Say I Still Do?

Oh well I'm not gonna talk about what I did coz everyday its almost the same routine
It's getting mundane, what can I say but I'm living
The fact that I keep myself busy got me rocking and going

However this I must say, I was in a way disappointed and frustrated la
Totally looking forward getting fat during lunch as I got work later
As usual for me getting fat during lunch=McSpicy Meal
And moreover the weather's chilly, I need that extra layer of fat to keep me warm
But I was surprised when the cashier said, "I'm sorry, we ran out of fries."
By that time, I can see question marks dancing to tango around my head
Defintely stunnned, I turned to Afro
Oh well her typical reaction, frowns and said, "Huh?"
You know what, perhaps the fries ran away instead
'Nuf said

I'm numbed to what has happened
As angry or happy I could get, nasi sudah menjadi bubur (the porridge already turned rice)
I wish you just didn't say the things you said
Coz saying it now totally didn't bring any meaning at all
We lost in the game
Coincidentally upon my last entry, this had to come up
I don't want to contradict myself so I will forgive
On what grounds I chose to do that I'm not even sure myself, really
I chose not to look back and regret, instead I look ahead and hope
Though that's an over-rated understatement, but whatever la we still cling on it
"And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through."

Readers, I'm definitely looking forward to my block leave next week
I'll set aside a day or two to yours truly, just for herself
And the rest of it will of course be spent with the loved ones, them girl and boy friends
And the fact I'm that of a lagger, to a place called VivoCity I've yet to discover
I so can't wait to explore and discover
I've been staring at the comp for the last 7 hours
The neck is giving me problems, so goodbye

He questioned me about you
He expected an answer
What is that supposed to mean?

Being a girl, we go through a lot of pain
As such I didnt attend school today, the cramps hit me in the morning
Boys this a lesson learnt, dont even try to provoke a girl
During that time of the month

Why bother to forgive those who make you miserable?
It's not for their sake that we suggest you try to let go of your anger. There is evidence to show that negative emotions have an effect on how our bodies work. And one thing we know for sure is that high school students,do not need another stressor. Recent studies have shown that those people who overcome injustices by forgiving others tend to feel better about themselves. Those who harbour feelings of betrayal let their anger fester.

What Forgiveness is Not
Many of us associate forgiveness with weakness. In reality, it is a sign of strength. Letting go of hatred is a lot harder, and demands a lot more courage, than holding onto a grudge. Forgiveness is NOT excusing, forgetting or denying. It does NOT always lead to reconciliation. It does NOT mean putting yourself back in an abusive relationship. Some mean-spirited people will never change and you're better off steering clear of them. But even if you decide not to kiss and make up, you can forgive them and get rid of all that nasty bitterness and anxiety.

How can you learn to forgive?
1. Face the pain. Experience the negative feelings rather than deny or avoid them.
2. Put yourself in the wrongdoer's shoes to try to understand what made them act the way they did.
3. Choose to forgive. Gather all your strength to let go of the hurt and hostility you feel so you can move on.
4. Think of the people you know who forgive easily. Are they likely to have more warm, satisfying relationships and good communication skills than those who hang on to their anger?

Remember forgiveness is for your benefit. By putting bad experiences behind you, you rid yourself of the anger that disrupts too much of the way you think, feel and behave. By substituting more positive feelings and attitudes, you improve your physical health, raise your self- esteem and become a more attractive person to those around you.