I'm supposed to be asleep by now, yet I'm blogging.

Have it ever crossed your mind; what happens when the past catches up on you? It's something scary I know.

Tell me why am I having such thoughts. I'm loving my life and I couldn't thank God any lesser. Perhaps it's just unexpected things we bump into, like dates and memoirs that gives us a recollection to what we've been through. Do you actually know when enough is enough?

After a downfall, what we all want is a new lease of life. Something positive to look forward to, but some people (like me) tend to fall on what's no longer there. My point is, I want to walk forward without having to look back. And that is something I've yet to achieve.

I'm grateful that I have loving friends that appreciate my presence. Like a clown, I find joy in making ridiculous jokes and poking fun at others. What's better than making others smile? I'll then laugh to myself just to join in the fun.

Perhaps it's also due to the fact that I care too much. One of my weakness I must say? But if you don't, you might as well we dead. Concern that you hold on dearly to, could've been the barrier to everything else. Oh well, I'm a good person and I shall care even if you're not aware of.

So far, I'm glad I've yet to touch it again. I thank God again for that strength. Temptations didn't get the better of me.

I'll just end with a good note; the past does not mould your future, directly. I feel better now.

And so, I had good meals today. Morning's orange juice was cooling; the colleauge bugged me to treat him that from my $8/day pay. Lunch's humungous chicken chop was accompanied by lame jokes causing the friend to have stomach ache. Following that, expensice ok-tasting waffles and soya bean drink. Dinner's KFC was 1/4 stolen. Apparently he said I gave him the bones.

Ok time check, it's late and I can hear singing voices.

Lesbian love, goodness. I've turned into a quiet stalker just like you. And it made me orgasmic, a hot rocking body. I could just sit and stare for hours.




I'm a very lucky girl. 2 weeks back my in-charge Anna gave me her 1/4 used above perfume. I was estatic, I could've have spent $29 on it (that time got sale) but I got it for free. She claimed the perfume doesn't like her skin; the smell runs off quickly. Not for me, I loved it. And I sprayed it carefully everytime. Very typical.


Now, the new fragrance is out. Awesome I tell you, test-tried it today. There's a promotion at Metro Causeway Point. Buy it and you can go home along with an exclusive Miss Sixty pouch or compact mirror. Best right? And if I remember clearly and correctly. it's eau de toilette costs $10 for now (well if I'm right). The perfume itself $58.
Why wait?

I saw a pretty boy with a pretty get up today, nice. And a fat boy played an unsuccessful joke on me, his bad. The mother gave me 5 missed calls on the hp, just to tell me she bought Lamb Chop for me as dinner. Like so cheh can.

Have you been reading the news lately, so many things happening in tiny red dot Singapore. TT Durai, that 19 year old drug trafficker hanged today, IR bids, that soccer match Singapore against Malaysia, an ASEAN-something music fest happening soon, Crazy Horse closing shows earlier than expected and many other. I managed to read quite abit today.

I love knowing Sunday will be a breeze, yay! What about yours?

It's just better this way, right.

Hello weekends! I'm not asking for much just a good Sunday breeze. I'll be Bossini-fied for tmrw.

"Women invest more in a relationship and that isn't something you can turn off easily. It takes a lot of time and energy to let it go." Dear ladies, what's your take on this? I flipped through Her World magazine and a particular article caught my attention. Women, relationships and case of the ex-es. Somehow women put in more emotions than men; the latter are inclined to the physical aspects itself. I couldn't agree less regarding the above. Been there done that. And "Valentine's Day often triggers a neurotic need in otherwise well adjusted women to catch with past loves." Well is this really true?

Gee, I don't wish to say more. Just read the article to find out more.

My team leader Damien will be away from reservice for 2 weeks, I wonder how will it be for me then. I got a stupid crush on him. Baaa. My brother has let me keep the lappie, he's getting one for himself. I owe the family a dinner till today. I realised I can't wear heels on 2 straightdays, it'll give me muscle aches (oh wow, right?). I've learn to make my time the best, most of the time. I'll start to swear if I get customers swearing at me for no apparent reason. I've been a good friend, and I feel appreciated. I don't get it when people see it as nothing when there's something, it makes me wana say WTF?! (my apologies). I missed school terribly and it upsets me to hear stories I didn't expect to hear. I drink teh tarik everyday. When I'm bored, I draw up cute little cards and surprise people (you can ask Kethy). I'm afraid I'm lokking for to things of non-existence. And I'm kinda hungry in the chilly weather now.

So random, but January went pretty smoothly. I thank God for that.


I met the girlfriend today, nice seeing you babe. Enjoyed slapping your arm. I hate you lying to me you had night class. Still, you're missed. Boy, I iunderstand ex-es do hangout. And I thought we had catch up to do? Tell me what's wrong, I want to hear. It's nice to be reminiscing the good old days, as far back as primary school! I want to see you again, as you promised. Splash?

And before I go, it's so ironic that LRT doors are bigger than MRT's yet they still act the same.

I can be very impatient. And today, a seven year old just tested me. So much for being at UOB has taught me to be more patient. But she really crossed the line. As much as I missed her, I do want to slap her too. It gets me irritated when someone continously makes me feel irritated knowing that I would be too tired to retaliate. And she did just that. All because of Maths.


Also, I was "eh"-ed.

Can I just say, Blogger Bodoh. Totally explains the simplicity. I calmed myself by constantly murmuring, "Technology and system has errors too." So, forget about the skin.


This girlfriend of mine misses me badly. This goes out to you babe.
And so, month of January is almost coming to an end. How's your resolutions coming along? I wonder Raggie is still on her veggie diet. You may not be as contented as others, still be grateful if this month has went smoothly for you. Well, I am. =))

I met afew people which I despise to meet today. First was when I was queuing to get a soya drink. Oh she just had to cut the queue. Naturally I turned to Shiting and said, "Eh where's the queue?" Thank God she was smart enough to get my hint. Shiting replied with her voice raise, "Oh here right?" Urgh, TGIF. If not I would just asked that woman right in the face. Secondly was of course a caller, a freakin' rude one. She sweared at me for no apparent. I so want to fuck her upside down. I managed to control myself, I even asked her to calm down. Oh man if you were in my shoes, you'd just want to hang up! I don't wish to explain further; it'll tire my fingers. And thirdly, another rude woman. She left her basic courtesy at home. I realised something; it's the ladies

4 more weeks and counting, I'll be Britney on 16th Feb.

At work today, I received a call which I had to brag about. A bank staff from UK called saying, *with that angmoh slang* "I suspected the funds that went into this account is a fraud. The remitter did not authorise to send this outgoing fun. The fraudster has managed to misuse the personal particulars of my bank's customer to do the fund transfer. I need you to check whether this funds has been creditted and utilised." Like wow, a fraud. When I thought the banking world is that safe after all. Other times me and Kethy would brag about receiving calls from Club Momo or Zouk, like so happening.


I realised I missed reading. And the only things I read now are magazines, posters in trains and flyers. Oh gosh. How back then Seri used to recommend me great authors. Let me think, the last book I read was? Hmm. Goodness I can't even remember. A need to start visitng the library again girl. Shit I've yet to clear my fines. That explains everything else. No more random reading for me, it's proper now. Reminds me of the times in primary sch; we have to have a storybook in our hands when waiting for assembly.

It's about time huh, all new new new!

I didnt go to work at UOB today. I just couldn't, my body gave way. In days to come it'll be, school and work. Blah. Thus I'm looking forward to the weekends. =)

Sometimes I just cant stand the fact that the world is so small; like how all of us are related in one way or another.It just makes me wana be born an alien, really. Take for example the daily occasions of your life, the uncle whom you bought newspaper from everday is your friend's uncle or the woman whom you take the LRT with everyday is actually your cousin's fiance (when you should be aware of that) or even your best volleyball team mate's your ex boyfriend's new girlfriend. Oh how hell wil break loose.

Perhaps now this is why I can explain karma; what goes around comes around?
Life would definitely be easier if we don't accidentally know that that someone is related to us by bloood or relationship. I mean for men sho sleeps around, (touch wood) if you one day get in bed with your other female twin separated at birth.

We're definitely constraint with the things we do, unknowingly it may affect the people we have relations with. And do we do avoid that? Easy, don't play with fire and stay within your own boundaries. But things is, this is my point of view. For some of you, you might think, "Fuck them, I don't care." That's the thing (to that some of you), it's my opinion.

But at the end of day, it's what that knots the relation tie tightly. Our generation they're more self-centred; that I don't care what you think so you don't care too kinda attitude. So the question is, what's your risks or takings?

It's a question I'm still discovering and slowly on my way to finding the answer (I'm close to having it). Coz' different personalities view such things differently, people and relations are two different worlds apart. So I totally understand if you think otherwise. Nevertheless, save your face at least. You might never know how many freakin' people are related to you.




Life's a breeze!

A fantabolous-smelling shower I need for now, then it's back to the routines. And lately I ate chocolates like no one's business. Ypu named it, I've trued it (well almost). There's a reason why chocolates are created, to make that frown go away. Chocolate's a good topic to write about, soon.

God bless and have a great week.

Previous entry was just plainly random. Pffft.

Oh my God December is soo over, tell me why the cold whether still? If it's chilly allright, but it's soo cold to sleep at night. And heavy rains in the mornings are just infuriating; wet clothes, granny's umbrella and congestion.

The dinner meet up was two-thumbs up awesome! Oh Bell, in case you're wondering you're still the same. Not a bit louder or softer. It's cool to see everyone again, after such a long dissappearance? Just to send of the dearest classmate Nabil to NS, go paint face and run in the rain man! Our meal was accompanied by a plentiful amount of chatters and laughters. Fun fun fun. Later on, Caramel Hot Chocolate made things more comfortable. Chatted the night through and of coz, the usual poking fun at each other. Fun fun fun; again.

I need a new fav colour and for now it's red. It's just hot, I guess? Though black is classic, it's a blah to start off the new year. And red represent victory; in the eyes of Manchester United when they used to be the leadint England football club. And rumours tell me that Real Madrid maybe dismissing Ronaldo and Beckham. I'm not a soccer fan btw.

If I was correct, I saw a girl wearing Kimono Black.

The 'looser' in me shined today. I totally felt like one. I tripped while running to the fax machine in my office. I had Mars caramel on my desk, without realising documents got sticky because of it. During lunch, I had coleslaw and chicken pieces falling onto my berms. Dinner got me more food stains on my shirt. Upon reaching the first floor I waited for others to leave the lift to ensure that I'm already on the 1st floor. And I used UOB's letterhead to do a card for someone. Someone slap me.

I'm looking forward to next weekend, let's do something exciting! =)

Yesterday was a hilarious day.
today was a boring yet tiring day.
I'm still awaiting for what day tomorrow will be.

Him: Eh I dont like reggie songs la! Change can?
Me: It's reggae la.
Him: Whatever la, it's my most hate-test music.
Me: Ya.. Eh you've heard of Panic! At The Disco?
Him: Eee. What is that? Sounds like porn movie, let's get panic.

Pang Fuhao, you can be so adorable at times. Eh he's cute ok.

And for today, I was the flower among all the thorns. We were all young, so we played around while in-charge was in storeroom. Being the smallest I was bullied of course, clothes thrown at me and making fake warnings. We had fun changing music, fighting over which CD gets to be played. I cant imagine soon enough, songs of Chinese New Year will be played. Tong tong chiang! I think all them boys had a dosage of Viagra, they were practically in high spirits! And I love love love that. My shift ends at 8pm, but I only left the shop at 9pm. =)

Alif said I looked fierce!

Coffee at Starbucks was definitely awesome la. When I intend to meet one person, coincidentally I bumped into many. I laughed and clapped my hands as usual like nobody's business , well that's me. Some jokes shared were really old like, "When a durian and pineapple drops on you, which hurts?" You can try harder boy. And since we were all holding part time jobs, we shared the experiences we had with rude, eccentric and comical customers. Like telling a Japanese customer "Buto" means thank you in malay. It's vulgar btw. And how ridiculously some customers make a fool of themselves. Truly hilarious!

Everyone has an ego but yours?


Justin and Cameron, done! Reunion for him and Britney? Too late.

Feeling plugged. Tap those feet. You make me wana lala.

Hygiene, it's a fancy term that really only refers to the steps you take to keep clean and healthy. There are clean living habits everyone should try to follow. I shall discuss some of that now, as for some reasons it has bugged me today.

Dental hygiene is made up of brushing your teeth with toothpaste at least two times each day, flossing your teeth often, trying not to eat too many sweets that will rot your teeth and seeing your dentist for regular check-ups. And if you think smoking is cool, think about your teeth.
Tell me, if your teeth is yellow in the Mister do I assume you just ate something sticky or that you forgot to brush your teeth?

Taking a bath or shower means washing your body with soap and washing your hair with shampoo. How often you take a bath or shower will depend on your activities. A good rule to follow is to take at least one bath or shower each day no matter what and then if you get dirty and smelly while playing, you will need to get clean after your activities. You dont just spray perfume over, mixing of good and bad smells will turn worst. However, I've smelt people before. Uninviting definitely. Do I assume that it's their clothes, body odour or they just haven't been bathing for the past few days?

In order not to spread germs, do cover your mouth when you sneeze or cough. Use a tissue paper or napkin when doing so to collate the microscopic germs, preventing them from resting on a another person's hp which he will later place it over his ears to make a call. You'll never know what's on you hp. So there you're using your hands to cover a big sneeze. Oops you realize you have no tissue in hand, so you just slowly pretend to massage your thigh (but you're actually cleaning your hands off). How much does a packet of tissue costs?

Washing of hands on a regular basis will ensure that germs or bacteria collected on previous times cleared. And the toilet is the ultimate place for everyone to wash their hands with water at least before leaving the premises. Using soap is advisable. Scrub your hands with the water, do not just rinse it. That is as good as just leaving the toilet with a tissue in your hands and wiping it later. After flushing you straightaway headed outside without cleansing your hands. So is that supposed to mean you have already washed your hands with whatever water there was in the cubicle or that you didnt intend to wash it as the hand dryer was spoilt?

Simple hygiene practices, if you need further guidelines you might as well live on the streets.

2007 invites all the new new news! Red hot confidence definitely.

It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
To settle for less is not what I prefer

 

 

Goodbye 2006
Hello 2007

Fireworks was definitely beautiful. The few mins before and after the firworks, that's when reflection overload took place.

What a rocking year it was, as much as I hate some of it I loved most of it. Ups and downs are faced, by some a lil' more and some a lil' less. So asked yourself, how good or worst was yours?

Love was something so pleasant yet crumbling at the same time. I found one, lost it but I still grasp to others that's available.

When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy. I grew cherishing them closely to my heart, knowing that real friends stab me in the front than the back.

Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times. It's simple; the grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.

How my actions now and today in one way or another determines what's gonna happened next. I'll always remember that people will judge me by my actions, not my intentions. I may have a heart of gold, but so does a hard-boiled egg.

Feelings happened, we don't know why. They are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.

Home is the first place where I start my day, and the last where I end it. Blessed with a caring family, nothing could ever replaced their love.

Time is the coin in everybody's life. It is the only coin we have, and only we can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest we let other people spend it for us. Knowing it's something I can't get a hold of, I make time to my ability.

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase. I believed that God is forgiving and He hears all of us.

Simple recollection for a simple me.

Resolutions! Resolutions! Something we make but can never keep. So why not repeat the same process?



I'll cont rocking my life and the lives of others. Call me to rock your socks! Coz I rock. *shows peace sign* Ok lame.