The fact that I don't have cable at home, I'm occasionally backdated. I was glued to the tv after watching Catch Me If You Can on Channel 5, anticipating Rihanna's Live. I was so wrong, how the hell did I think it'd be today at 6pm. Anyways earlier than that was the Brit Awards 08, and boy I was so checking out Alex Turner. The Arctic Monkeys looked yummy(limited vocab now), they were clad in suits, like those from the 70's, with vest and newsboy cap, no, I wasn't turned on whatsoever. Enjoy another day of holiday tomorrow people, I'll be heading to work already, jadfhgyrgfhjabsfhjcdshfchurzc. For now, I'm heading out for some Indian food.

After what had taken place, I learnt something new about myself. I've said things that I'm certain of, like I'm gonna stand by to what I've said, but twice already it didn't go the way I said earlier. I don't know, but I can't find the right word to describe this new thing I found. Fizah says hyprocrite, maybe it is, I'm a hyprocrite to my own words.

Before I carry on, Enrique's I'm Not In Love is playing now, I just can't stop smiling, I don't even know how this song came about.

As I was saying, the good thing about this hyprocrisy is that it doesn't affect other people, unfortunately myself. I'm thinking what could be the cause of all these? Should I know that saying, or more imprtantly doing certain things, will make things better, why the hell didn't I stick to it? Right about now, whatever I'm saying seems all over the place. No worries, you don't have to understand. My blog's just an avenue to pen whatever's jumping or burning inside my head. And I just realised I haven't been blogging as frequent, I kinda lost the drive.

On another note, it's a been a great month of music; thanks to Shima for The Killers's Day & Age and Hairi for Maroon 5's Call & Response: The Remix Album. Ahhhhh, I haven’t been able to catch Don’t Forget They Lyrics, and I think I’m cut out for that kinda game show, singing is one of my ways to annoy people. Gramophone's having a very big sale, go visit! Talking about music which relates to a music player, I'm sorry Spice Girls, this time it really wasn't my fault. Thing is, gadgets either disappear or disable whenever it's in my hands. I shan't dwell on this upsetting matter, just materials, just materials.

Movies; too many great ones to catch this month.

By the way, besides the people you love, I wonder if you have any other thing(read: it's a thing), that can put a smile on your face? I have. Some of you might have noticed a Spongebob sticker on my ez-link. Call it pathetic, but whenever I looked I it my lips just curved, really. Earlier today, I presented with this idiot-looking-but-adorable handphone charm to Fizah & Shima. Bitches, give it a name ok, don't call him idiot. I believe a thing stays, people don't, not all the time.

So much for losing the drive Dayana.

January's coming to an end real soon, damn I'm feeling old already. The month went pretty smoothly for me alhamdulillah, I wish the same for all of you too. I've always believe, if you do good, you get good. Till now, I don't think I've done bad to anyone(I really hope not). It's not easy to please everyone, so in other words, you don't have too. Be too nice, you might be hurting instead, this subconscious thing, just suck. Dammit, too much negativity, no Dayana, not everything suck. And oh, breakfast with Faiz was nice, in fact all morning-things are nice. There, I'm going everywhere again. To those are reading/busybody-ing, I’m sorry, but this is so uncalled for.

Ok, just lost the drive.

Because it was a great food week!


But before I carry on, some mofo approached me and said, "Hi I'm from the modeling media. Are you Japanese or Malay?" He must've thought he's really funny, but I just rolled my eyes to that. Or maybe, just maybe, I may have looked hot strolling down Orchard Road with a rootbeer in my hand. Hahahahahahahaha.


Anyways, never ever do a catching up session over a spicy hot lunch, ayam penyet! Half of the time, we were sipping our drinks, and wetting our lips. Afterwhich Alts, Seri and myself took a stroll along town, wrong move coz the sun was scorching hot then. Given more time, we could have just sat over a cup of coffee, and talk through the day. Someday, we'll do this again.

Teatime on Thursday was chocolate cake from Awfully Chocolate(the name tells it all huh).

On the same day itself, after sending the best friend off(babe I'm wishing December's coming in a few weeks time!), I had Popeye's for supper. Time check then: close to midnight. Hell yeah, I've no fuss chomping down carbo in the middle of the night. Happy girls should eat whatever they want, whenever they want!

Lunch on Saturday sucked, my carrot cake looked brownish than black. But for dinner, it was Manhattan Fish Market(thanks Jen) topped with an awesome chocolate cake(again!) from Choc-A-Bloc. Imagine this, thick, very thick chocolate that just melts in your mouth with a moist cake.

After a movie and a great night out, Taro turnover!

It's about time I do some real blogging.

I was pretty much caught up with a lot of things the past few weeks, I shan't start, for I'll just go on and on. I'm still adjusting to the New Year, funny how I talked about Christmas next year, when this year's hasn't even pass. I didn't really sum up how 2008 was for me, so in one word, blissful. Now, I find it pretty pointless talking about the past year, coz like the title suggests; every year is a bad year. I mean, we always think that it's always a bad year, and we always look forward to the new year, which we have a lot of resolutions to make, make it happen.

Ahhhhhhh, resolutions, mental notes! A few bus rides without reading and music boiled down to this:

Never lose a chance; it doesn't come everyday.
And it's not only about taking chances, it's about giving as well. I feel that they are doors to better things in life, not only to me but others as well. I've come to have regrets then, from the things I want to remember to the things that I wish I can take back and relive. So perhaps this year I might do things differently.

It's not necessary to explain all the time; some things are really better left unsaid.
Many times I tried so hard to tell someone how/why I'm feeling certain emotions, and occasionally, I feel even more negative afterwards, when in the first place I want good to come out of it. Partially it's because I'm a girl, and that I'd rather say it, then keep mum. But then again, it's dependant on the situation; I'd rather be random than relevant.

1) I love my regulars, it's sick to some that we meet almost every night, oh no wait, they're regulars for a reason. Anyways, they have made my last days of 2008 pretty awesome.
2) My Christmas gifts(thank you girls), I like! There's more to come.
3) Talking about gifts, I missed my Spice Girls a hell lot.
4) On New Year's Eve, I had to work full shift. Afterwhich countdown was done in the theatres(it's oddly cute to be whispering Happy New Year!). We were in slacks, macam we from Siloso Party like that, still I felt that it was special.
5) Then it was morning shift the following day. New Year's Day breakfast was Bread Talk and Starbucks Hot Mocha.
6) Damn 2009 resolutions/mental notes, I've yet to have any. All I was thinking about was new year, new jet black hair.
7) I've lotsa wishful thinking this year; Britney to come for Singfest or something.
8) Oh wearing new things makes me feel good, I'm wearing my new bra today!
9) I'm already looking forward to GMax.