I love all my friends. From the ones I made accidentally to the ones I can never seem to get enough of. I know everyone change, on purpose or not, for good or for the worst. The number of friends I've made can never tally with the number of friends that have stood around. Perhaps time have caused a drastic change in all of us that we don't recognise each other anymore. We can try to relive back the old memories that we shared but things that are broken will forever remain broken. Time can't entirely be blamed and I know of this because choices werethere for us to make and we can't possibly shrink the responsibility of our own actions. There is always a price to pay.

After not blogging for quite sometime, what a start.

I just wanna talk talk talk.

The week’s been amazing, so many birthday celebrations! Shima’s was at O’learys, I’m just waiting for her to upload the pictures. And yesterday was Raihanah’s, usual dinner at Fisherman’s Wharf and then we head over to Helipad. The place was remarkably beeee-eau-teee-fooooool, yes, to that extent. Imagine, posh interior with a spectacular view of Singapore(oh c’mon cut our little red dot some slack!), diabetic drinks, great music and not forgetting company! I especially love the entrance to the place, you press the button, the lift opens, and the smokey-smokey thing appears, and tadaaaaah!

I’ll never watch a chic flick at the cinema, so whenever it comes to catching a movie with them girls, it’ll always be my choice of show. Today however, I sorta gave in, and watched a love comedy The Other End of The Line. It was simple yet lovely show, typically a happy ending. Half of the time we were just plain staring right at Jesse Matcalfe (the cute gardener from Desperate Housewives). He’s a very fine man, and to me the sexiest thing about him is his perfect set of white teeth and thin lips. Rarrrr. Also, a pair of green eyes and a very charming smile accompanied with cute dimples. God’s gift to women!

Afterwhich we did the usual strolling along Orchard Road. Mother will definitely shove me down the toilet bowl if I get my hands on another pair of Havaianas. The ones with embedded metal wordings are here! It’s ridiculously overpriced though.

Sidetracking, to the serious stuff.

Just waiting for 18 Feb to arrive then I can send my e-application, and if all goes well, hello school! I know it’s not gonna be easy, juggling work, school and the what nots. I jolly well know that my social hours will definitely reduce. As much as I look forward getting back to the books, I’m afraid too, you know things change, your path of life changes as well. I’ll skip the details, it’ll get to boring for you to continue on reading.

My manager has been pretty unwell lately, so the store has been pretty hectic. It’s not easy shouldering the responsibilities, but so far, I’m coping well with the help of Jen. I’m as lost as her., her rashes are horrifying. She’s been to many doctors and specialists, still, they keep appearing. This time, it has gotten worst, I can only wish her well and manage the store for her. Vday is nearing and it’s crazy seeing customers building bears for their loved ones. Eccentric gifts include donning the bear in SK Jewellery, and there was a man who actually planned an Omega watch inside the bear!

Whatever this comes to, good or bad, I feel – damn, I can’t find a word for it. So it’s true, time is the essence of almost everything. You’ve been very patient with me and of coz I feel blessed. Where we are now, that’s enough, I won’t ask for more, just cherish the todays. I realize that I deserve the best and if not the best, I deserve whatever that is closest to it, and that’s you.

Too much talking already, I'm saving the rest.

Everyone’s slowly being hit by the recession. Sales at the store have been pretty bad lately, and this time around I’m glad I’ve been given much more responsibility, this time around, it’s not just about making a wow experience for every guest who walks in, this time around it’s not just about the sales floor. The management has given us much more empowerment, and this just makes it much more interesting. I’m looking forward to take advantage of the platform given to me, I’ll the make the best out of it, and who knows, the returns will be much more than what I expected. This is what I wanna do, I’m getting to it little by little.

Even with the recession, my spending habits are still the same, there are too many things to spend on this month, birthdays, valentine’s day, and not forgetting food. Friday was supper at Al-Azhar after Settler’s Cafe, Saturday was Subway; it could’ve been Popeyes, Sunday was tai-tai breakfast with Camille at Vivo; of all places, and just yesterday Ayam Penyet topped with Azabu Sabo ice cream for dessert. And with more celebrations coming up, I can smell other good eats already.

I think my new Diesel shoes will match with a Desigual top, anyone?

This might be uninteresting to some people, but I’m gonna talk about books a bit. I bought too many books, and my reading pace is not catching up as fast. For now, I’m gonna continue with Paolo’s Witch of Portebello; which I chucked it aside once I got a hold o f New Moon. And there’s Paolo’s new book too; in fact is not new, is just that I don’t see it in the common shelves of many bookstores, it’s called Brida. In fact this year, he published 2 other books too, I’ve been looking for it but to no avail. You must be wondering why I love his books so much, well basically it makes me thinks about the things I wouldn’t thought of thinking about, what the hell, but really. I know it sounds very vague, but you should try reading his books before you can understand me.

That’s about now, life’s pretty normal. :)