Deepavali at Shima's place yesterday was god-damn awesome, bcoz first things first, I have friends who love me. Being the last to arrive, them good friends left about 10 pieces of sambal prawns for me. Just me, I like. On top of that, there were other food stuff. I'm proud to say I had two servings of briyani yesterday, can't help it, Shima's mom cooks great briyani.

And then, there were the great friends. Some annoying(read: CY, Shachin, Soffian).

There was Taboo too.

Taboo + Great friends(some annoying) = Rocking house!

After all that food, and irrelevant noise during game time, we just couch around with our new found friend, a snake soft toy, named Elizabeth. Like seriously, I don't know why Soffian names it that, sounds like a pornstar to me. Hahahahaha, coz apparently Elizabeth has been to places.

And oh, somehow, some people became the Muruku(an Indian delicacy which comes in different forms, you just name it) ambassadors. In many of the pictures taken, the Muruku was in their hands. I don't know where the Pappadam(another Indian delicacy which looked like an oversized Pringles but don't taste like one) went.

Yes, Britney's new single, 3, is about having a threesome. This song is definitely courting controversy, no surprise, Brit's known for that. Remember the song If You Seek Amy? The new song is included on Britney’s upcoming album The Singles Collection, due out on November 24th; I can't wait for it to hit our shores!


Apparently this album will have 2 versions.


I want the deluxe edition; Ultimate Fan Box. It will contain all 29 of her singles, including the new song "3." Each disc will be packaged in its own slip sleeve case with original artwork, and will include an additional b-side or a remix of the track. The collection will include a DVD featuring all of Britney's videos in chronological order. The ultimate fan box set will also include a special booklet featuring iconic images and fun facts about each track.

You gotta learn to be true to yourself first, before you can be true to others.

I’m still recovering over what has happened, well, I’m not gonna blurt everything for all to see here. On the contrary, I’ll share whatever I can; just maybe my words will give you something to think about.

Emotional turmoil/emotional rollercoaster, I’m sure everyone has been in that spot before. You feel that your world is crumbling down on you, you cry your heart out, and your hearts weighs a ton. And your only wish is to just fix the damage.

Certainly, I wasn’t proud for what I did, still, I stand by my actions simply coz I want good to come out of this. However, life’s really unfair, and so, the repercussions were otherwise. That’s when I became a mad woman (no kidding, I was a havoc) for one night. Girls tend to be emotionally sensitive, and we get paranoid easily over the slightest matter, I’m like that at times. I built a strong wall around me coz I didn’t want anyone to break it, but this time around, those walls that protected me came apart.

I did a lot of consideration overnight. I’m no robot, I’ve feelings, I fall and I make mistakes. Also, things break all the time; day breaks, waves break, voices break. Promises break. Hearts break.

We have choices in life, which includes opportunities too. A choice made can sometimes be wrong, but as long as the intention’s good, and that you believe in what you did was for the best, nothing else matters. I had that opportunity; I didn’t miss it, even if it would’ve left me in despair.

By the time you read this paragraph, you can tell this is a depressing post.

All I’m saying is that, never be afraid to take risks. Be strong, take actions following your heart (maybe partially using your brains) and stand by it. Sometimes, it’s ok to be selfish, and put your happiness first instead of others.

After all that’s done, don’t worry about me man, I’m allright, still eating good food.

I think I need to see Maiya soon, I miss that princess.

I remember I used to be an avid reader, but damn, I haven’t been doing much of it lately. I need to start looking for Paolo Coelho’s books again, and maybe some romance novels, nice. One thing I’ve been reading often, magazines of coz, especially Cleo, oh so typical.

Anyways, raya outing with the regulars left me really fat and happy. Afterwhich from now onwards, I want to stop eating till I’m 70% full. I don’t know man, but I feel fat somehow. Ha. And I do know that I like midnight snacking. Just maybe I’ll try to start eating healthy too? I had yong tau fu for dinner today, now that’s a start. On occasional days, I’ll have banana cakes for breakfast, so that I won’t eat extra for lunch. Ahhhh, not exactly a diet, but eating right.