Back during Poly days, I remember blogging a regular bases, just to escape and start jotting down how I feel on that day. It was a form of avenue for me to channel my thoughts. Though I had school and a part time job, I could still find time to blog. Unlike now.
Things have took a drastic turn to me, I've added responsibilities to juggle, from work to school to family. Frankly, I hardly had time for myself. No baby, this is not an excuse.
I just had a 4 days leave to sorta rest and do my school work, and boy that 4 days went by fast. Each day I had something to do, and th longest period I had to myself was about 8hrs, which I just watched tv and sleep. Ok, it might seem that I'm complaining, just a bit, coz I'm still trying to adapt myself to this tight schedule. It affected my work performance recently, and I was reprimanded of coz. And I realised I cannot be complacent just because I've to shoulder more responsibilities.
Though I'm still adjusting, I'm determined that I can pull though. Ash mentioned this is the path I've chosen, and though there are mishaps here and there, it's what I've chosen, and I've to prove myself that I can do it.
(Ok sidetracking, there's a man screaming very louding in my vicinity; public nuiscance or household disturbance?)
Ok nuff said about sad stories.
Just recently, Ash and myself rewarded ourselves with a short getaway, holiday in Sinpapore, yes it was that short. We're definately looking for furture getaways, perhaps a little bit further. That boy really had patient and tolerated me well throughout the 2 days. When it's just the both of you, it's as close as your partner moving in with you. I came to learn that Ash is more organised as compared to me, and that I'm definately more lazy than him. Funnily, it came to be an enriching experience.
I'm glad that I wasn't involved in any sort of puppy love back when I was way younger; look at teens nowadays, you'll be labelled as a 'hotseller' if you're attached by the age of 14. I'm thankful that my doubts didn't get the better of me, and that I believed opportunities come once, but choices are always there. If you ask me, I'm very much contented with my partner's presence. He can call me smurf one day, and sexy the next. Still, I'm very much in love with him.
Alhamdulillah.Dad however, is still recuperating at St Luke's hospital. He will never be the same like before, never. I've slowly come to terms with that. Getting well, is what matters now.
Maiya's birthday right around the corner, and I've yet to get her a gift. Once that princess turns 5, I'd like to throw her a bash at Build-A-Bear! She's yet one, but she already has 2 gurry friends, that's hpw much I pamper her. And the fact that she's so smart, yes she is, it makes her even more adorable. Maybe another time, I'll share how my brother and sis-in-law brought her up. Sorta like, intellegent baby in the making. Who doesn't want smart beautiful babies right?
I'm supposed to be asleep by now. Goodnight world.